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every day I'm like, "no carley, ur fine. u don't need help." but then something happens that sets off the voices and the paranoia and the tingling pain.

and I say, "you shouldn't have stopped your meds or cancelled your psych appointments."

so then I deal with the shit the only way I know how until I get better.

then I say, "see, now ur fine. u may have destroyed urself a bit but at least it's over."

and then it starts again.